Tuesday, November 21, 2017

there are too many goodbyes
and not enough i'm sorry's
heartstrings pull and yank until they snap
and it's just like why
why does it have to be like this
why can't we just laugh a little more
love for eternity instead of crying
there has to be a solution. it isn't impossible.

then why isn't anything done?


Monday, November 13, 2017

we yearn to better ourselves
to get over the constant mistake of yesterdays
yet we can't
bc there is a large beast blocking the path
it isn't necessarily an unknown blockade
in fact we've walked this way many times before
hoping that the beast would leave for a day
just once. just to give a little more time. just let us slip free.
but instead it appears the moment you arrive
i've said this before and i'll say it again
i believe the beast is you + me
and we cannot set ourselves free. now what

[ sorry. i woke up and wrote this. that's why it's such a mess ]


Thursday, November 9, 2017

oh yes it's true 
we all have a magical moment waiting for us
a second in time in which our eyes finally see what was in front of us for so long 
a sacred glimpse of beauty and joy
in short 
we won't be blind anymore
it isn't bc of what you do
but instead of WHO you welcome
it isn't bc of how you say it or the way you kneel
perhaps much more bc of the state of your heart and the yearning you hold
child, stop waiting for your moment 
the moment when bonds break and the flood gates of love explode 
suddenly you no longer view life as you 
but as someone with a goal in mind and a FRIEND by your side


Friday, November 3, 2017

i love it when you can just tell that someone is happy
the shimmer in their eye
or the grin that just spread from their heart to arms (aka a hug)
it's more like joy and much less than hate
suddenly social pressures fade away
and you're just left with the realness
isn't that a wonderful thing