idk anymore

Friday, January 18, 2019


i want to learn how to let fear become like an envelope around me. 
i want it to seal shut and then leave me with a decision: 
to succumb or to overcome. 

because there is power in having to decide.
geez. wouldn't that be empowering. 

YOUR PAIN IS REAL

Saturday, January 12, 2019



to the girls who's hearts were broken 
before any boy could do that:

you don’t have to live in the shadow of one mans failure.
 you most assuredly do not need to pull 
your strength from your hatred.

you’ll always be strong. you’ll always be hurt.
 you cannot leave your legacy in the dust.

learn from life and it’ll learn from you.

shoot, girl, your pain is real, 
but your victorious strength is too. 

FOR 2019

Monday, December 31, 2018


if only I could learn how to be quiet, 
to be still.

DON'T AVOID THE CAUTION TAPE

Wednesday, December 26, 2018


Fragile is a word with a thick meaning.
it screams “please be careful. I break.” 

and when in describing another soul, 
it means that you are to tread carefully.


you’re supposed to with everyone, 


but the stamp of “fragile” sends you into a panic.

well all, I’m fragile. 

Does that mean I won’t survive?
No. But it does mean I need you to tread careful. 

Please.

Survival is hard when daily new wounds are severed into my heart.
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