the spoken

Thursday, January 12, 2017

 





























once
someone told me
that i use words
differently
that the way i speak
the way i pile words together
was odd
it hurt
cuz i never thought i did it wrong
i thought i was normal
so i took classes
to learn
to be the normal i saw
and after a long while
i found
that normal
was boring
so i went back to the way i had spoken before
back to who i was
before i had let someone else's
words
effect me
no longer was that grip there
bc now
i found me

kinda a fabricated tale of what someone once said to me and what i did

13 comments

  1. Julia yessss. My mom mentioned something about my post, and when people you care about freak out, it's hard to want to keep sharing. Thanks for being brave enough to share with us.
    Love this, and that photo is gorgeous

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    1. omw *blushes* that wasn't even exactly what I meant by this poem..but you're so right!! I was more talking about the actual way I speak..but I legit love your interpretation.
      oh wow *hugs you*

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    2. Yeah, speaking has always been an odd thing for me. My words come out all together, and I am not loud. I love to talk when I'm around people I love and who will actually listen, but then I feel like most of the time it is better to stay quiet because of the awkward things I say XP. So conversating is something I am trying to get better at. Though probably not as much as my sister

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  2. HOW COULD ANYONE EVER SAY THAT TO YOU??? Thats horrible...but I know how you feel cause its happened to me to.
    Well, I think your writing is amazing, and you are amazing, and that photo..gosh!

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    1. UHM IDK lol It's not that bad rly tho.. ;)
      awwwww gosh.. *hugs you* Bree took the photo while we were on our daily two mile walk in the corn field lol

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  3. Girlllll, this poem is all kinds of gorgeous. <3 YOU ARE SO TALENTED, WHAT EVEN?!

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    1. giiirrlllll omw omw omw thank you WELL GOSH GIRL SAME GOES FOR YOU *tries to think of anyone else who has written 90k in one month* *cant think of anyone*

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  4. THAT PHOTO THO. Like goals <3

    Also I love everything you said here...wow. Originality is so hard to come by, but it is the most beautiful thing ever.

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    1. gooooshhhhh *hugs you*

      wowowowowowowowoowowowowowowow wait. you're so right *dies*

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  5. *squeaks and hugs the poem* I LOVE IT. THIS WAS BOTH SAD AND HOPEFUL. *hugs poem more* THANK YOU for sharing it, oh talented Ju-person!

    ~ Savannah
    scattered-scribblings.blogspot.com

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    1. *squeaks and hugs you* AWWWWWWW wow *didn't even think of it that way but wowowowowowow* also

      HURRY UP WITH THE SONG IM DYING

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  6. This makes me so so proud of you because the way you speak changes my day all the time and you're just plain amazing and I'm so glad you own it and gah I love you so there

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    1. *sits here shaking and sobbing* WHY DO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL gah i love you more so there

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dude you make my day with comments *wipes tear dramatically* *gives you a hug*

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