frightened

there's a place

that i won't enter

a room 

that i haven't seen for a long 

long time

you see if i enter the walls

i'll be forced 

forced to remember 

forced to forget 

and im not sure 

if im ready for that yet 

you can't edit feelings 

they're there

loud and sometimes 

not

it's assumed easier

to just forget them

but you see 

its not 

i. will. not. forget.