you know that moment
when
you're crying too hard
too deep
much to real of a sob
to hear
to feel
to notice
anything else
because
your body is shaking
your heart is splitting
because
that one person
has left
the realization
of a spot
that
can never be filled again
and is now
empty
hurts much to much
to do
anything
but cry
still remembering
Why must you make me cry.... again? *sobs*
ReplyDeleteidk?? but truly, you wanna cry?
Delete*nods* This is just . . . so true and real and . . . so hard to explain. So beautiful!
ReplyDeletehard to explain..yes. I feel like I won't ever be able to understand tears that you can't feel, because you're numb, but not. idk?
DeleteSTOP MAKING ME CRY
ReplyDeleteThis is so real and you describe it perfectly.
IM SORRY GIRL RLY I AM
Deletegosh, thanks... but, really, I knew you would understand <3
That is beautiful...and it makes me so sad, but happy, because it is so perfect.
ReplyDelete*nods* that's how I feel too... <33
Deleteouch
ReplyDeletethat hurts
<3
*sighs*
Deletei know
*makes me internally cry* Wow this is so good, and I totally relate (well not a daily basis, but you know, those days) So beautiful!!
ReplyDelete-Faith
*follows blog*
ohmyword truly?! thank you thank you thank you *hugs*
Delete*squeals*
So relatable with some things I want through a few years ago. Like, that can literally be me the way you worded it.
ReplyDeletebeautiful writing Julia.
wow....Soleil, we are so alike, like really!
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