i cant but you can

you know that feeling
when you no longer know
if yes means yes
or no means no
when you no longer know
if you can do it
or if you can't
when you can't decide
you can't move
you just want to cry
you just want to sleep
every moment is lived unsure
undecided
incomplete
what's holding you back
think
why are these feelings
taking over your life
don't let them
steal you joy
don't let them win in the end
be victorious
fight
you can do it
i know you can

basically wrote this at 1 am the other night bc it's exactly what im dealing with